Lilith why didn’t I just listen to you
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Kitty
️ — 6 years ago(February 19, 2020 02:47 PM)About my medication I had to take it again cause I can’t stop crying I feel horrible about everything myself my life just everything I want to die so badly why is my heart still beating why do I bother to breathe or eat I am in control of nothing I was born to suffer I bet you if I do kill myself I’ll end up in hell god hates me he must hates me he’s not here Lilith he’s not here I’m crying my heart out as I type I should have stayed on my meds I’m really not well
Jesus Christ is Lord
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Sociopath — 6 years ago(February 19, 2020 02:55 PM)
Periods and commas, please.
Ab,out, my medica.tion I, had to ,take ,i.t again. cause I, c.an’t stop cr.ying I feel horr,ible abou,t everyt,hing my,self my life j,ust ever.ything, I wa,nt. to die so ba,dly why i.s my hear,t still bea,ting why do I b,,,other to brea.the or eat I a,m in contro,l of noth.ing I was b,orn to suf.fer, I bet. you if I do kil.l mysel.f I’ll en.d up in he..ll god hates me. he must hates, me he’s not he.re Lilith he’s not here I’m crying my he,art out as I typ.e I should. ha,ve .stayed., on my meds I’m really not well.,.,.,
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Kitty
️ — 6 years ago(February 19, 2020 03:38 PM)Song by me
My time is up
Cut my wrists wide open
Or I’ll just die by choking
I went and lost my mind
People are never kind
Suffocating , skin crawling
Don’t give a **** if I break my neck falling
I never understood why I was born
When all I have done is suffer and hold scorn
This time it’s ending
And this time it’s over
Life was never worth it so goodbye
It’s now over
Cause my mind is gone no control
Think the demons have taken my soul
My mind is gone no control
I give it into the words of rock and roll
It is over it is done
Can’t say it was ever fun
Everything was stupid
And I’m pathetic like my life
It will more than a pill for this damn headache
I just went and killed myself
Over a hundred times
Still no one would help
Even though I’ve cried
I died over and over again
I’ve lost my mind I’ve gone insane
Pain !
It’s just a torture game
Still it hurts like **** all the same
And now it’s shame and shame
My life is not life it’s death
So I enter the valley
I’ll get high on meth
Cause my mind is gone no control
Think the demons have taken my soul
My mind is gone no control
I give it into the words of rock and roll
It is over it is done
Can’t say it was ever fun
Everything was stupid
And I’m pathetic like my life
It will more than a pill for this damn headache
They’re hunting me
They’re hunting me
My mind is raped
Hell on earth
What I do to deserve it
I’m sick of this ****
Time to grab that gun
Time to walk into the sun
Cause I can’t take it no more
I can’t fake it , smiling no more
I can’t take lying no more
I’m sick of dying it’s so sore
So I’m trying to end
Cause heart will never ****ing mend
I’m running away from life
I’m running away from life
IM NOT OK
ITS OK
ITS NEVER ALRIGHT
ITS NEVER FINE
I CANT GO ON
IN THIS HELL
I WANNA SCREAM AND YELL
MY TIME IS…..
Up!
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Lilith — 6 years ago(February 19, 2020 03:42 PM)
Lots of people on psych meds keep trying to go off of them because of the weight gain. But your best bet is to talk to your doctor about coming off slowly if he thinks it's okay to, or maybe try another med. Ask your doctor. You're not the first person to be frustrated about the weight gain, Miley.
Stay on your meds, and don't tamper with them. Just talk to your doctor if you're not happy, and see if there are alternatives.
You're not alone, Miley. Just get back on track, take your meds, and talk to your doc.
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